Tuesday, November 22, 2016

within grasp

I had 2 dreams.

In one dream the ab-so-lute man of my dreams was there. I can't even describe him because it was more of a sense than anything. Except the eyes. Those eyes that looked into my depths, and I knew in that second who he was. It could be you.

In the second dream we were best friends again, and in that dream I looked into your eyes and saw your depths. In those depths I found everything I ever needed, and in that second I knew that all the pain was so worth it just to see you smile again.


After those 2 dreams all I could think about was Robert Frost's "The Road Not Taken".

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down as far as I could

But then I started thinking - what if they were one and the same? One path
But then I remembered  - You opened the door and did not want to take the steps to close it. Two paths.

Oh, how I wish my dreams would be one reality.

To have it all within grasp, but to not reach out and take it is sad indeed.

Unfortunately - one alone can't create a dream for two.